Small victories.

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I am fresh back from attending the Online Learning Consortium 21st Annual Conference last week. As is my conference habit, I tweeted a lot about sessions I attended (and stuff I thought about during those sessions) at the #OLC15 hashtag. The conference got off to an unexpectedly somber start with the first keynote from Goldie Blumenstyk. Don’t get me wrong. I am no wearer of rose-colored glasses. And the state of finances in higher education and all that means is certainly something we should all care about. I do care about it. Student loan debt alone is a disgrace and terrible legacy to leave our future generations to repair. But it was a challenge to find a lot to celebrate and share in the keynote address. In fact, I found that I disagreed with some of the implied messages. You can find where if you cruise the hashtag. Other sessions were more up-beat and I found places to connect.

Phil Hill & Michael Feldstein with Maha Bali on laptopA highlight was being able to facilitate the @vconnecting hangout with Phil Hill and Michael Feldstein. (They blog at e-Literate). This was a special treat for me-meeting both Phil and Michael after reading them for years (and of course following on Twitter: @PhilOnEdTech & mfeldstein67). It was a true #fangirlmoment to be able to sit with them in the @vconnecting aftersession. T

This conference experience has left me wondering about my own take-aways from conferences in general. I think back to my very first edtech conference experience in early 2008: The ELI Annual Meeting in San Antonio that year. I met Gardner Campbell for the first time there (I am sure he won’t recall that, but boy I did. He opened his session I attended by asking us to move our chairs into a circle. There had to be >50 of us in that room. Hmmm…very ‘untechlike’). Honestly, I don’t recall a lot of what he said. The real impression he left was of just the way Gardner ‘is’ (and was)…his very being….that was what moved me to come home and dig up everything I could find that he wrote.

Bryan Alexander was there, too. Henry Jenkins was the keynote. Those were heady days for me. And not just me. Here is what Gardner wrote then:

…that’s probably what I treasure most about ELI: the strong and unshakable belief that runs through the entire organization and emerges magnificently in these annual meetings, the belief that we can and must put our heads and hearts together and figure out how to address these core questions. How should we teach? How should we do our scholarship so that research and teaching are truly symbiotic? How do we keep our chins up and our spirits high as we work within the often-frustrating processes and politics in our home institutions? Those are the tough questions, and ELI engages them directly, fearlessly, strategically–and with a tremendous sense of community and goodwill.

I went home from that conference so full of optimism and expectation and excitement for my new career path. I could hardly read and search and connect fast enough. It wasn’t too long after the ELI conference that I ran across this Gardner classic via Brian Lamb:

It is when I really learned about Twitter and started making those connections (many of which I use to this day).

I find that I am still expectantly searching for that same conference ‘high’ each and every time I attend. Alas, I am sorry to write that I have not found it much again – at least not when I attend face-to-face conferences. These days, I leave conferences thinking about all the great work we are doing here at my place – that we don’t share. I think about presentations I could have done myself about that work that others might have found edifying. I watch other conference streams like #dlrn15 this past weekend where it seems that others are experiencing that rarefied air. (And where I might note that the conversation was centered on many of the very same questions about teaching and learning Gardner wrote about in 2008).

I am envious. I am not sure what has changed. I think it is mostly me. In 2008 I was full of expectation for what was ahead. Everything I learned was shiny and new and possible. Now, I find I learn most from my digital connections (most of which are the result of Twitter – which some say is dying. Go figure). Is my mind not open enough? Am I too jaded by my years of trying to engage around these ideas where I feel I am in a perpetual state of beginning? I long for deep engagement on hard questions – like those Gardner set out in 2008….but here…down the hall…with my ‘local’ colleagues. Don’t get me wrong. Were it not for my digital window out, I am not sure that I could continue this work at all. I strive to bring the hard questions here.

And we ARE making progress. Just yesterday in a regular monthly meeting of faculty involved in our active learning initiative we had a most poignant conversation with one of our colleagues where she shared recent experience with her class – and the change in her approach and the accompanying change in how students engage on the traditional ‘content’ she has included to move towards critical thinking and application of ideas – not just recall of fact. She was lamenting student performance on objective tests around terms and names and such. At the same time, her class is doing very well with ‘application’ activities requiring critical thinking and ‘habits of mind’ inherent in the discipline (anthropology). Hmmm…they can’t necessarily ‘name’ stuff, but they can ‘do’ stuff. Is that a problem? We talked at length about that…about the dissonance this creates for her in her own teaching practice. She asked us what we thought. We asked her what ‘she‘ thought. How important is the language of a discipline to the thinking and discourse and ‘practice’ of that discipline?  All the while I was secretly cheering for her willingness to have this conversation in the first place and look her own practice full in the face to regard the changes she is making and the results of those with honesty and candor. Well done.

So, I suppose we ARE in fact having the hard, deep conversations. Small things are happening. Conference messages are coming home.

On being an elder…

The Beauty of Old Age

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This fall semester, we are hosting something we are calling the LwT Challenge (that’s Learning with Technology). We have created a series of monthly ‘shares around a guiding question:

How do you mentor and/or model using technology to learn?

(You can learn more about the challenge here on our Populr page. Feel free to join in if you like)!

The suggested September share is a visual representation/answer to the question.

  1. Make a doodle on a whiteboard.
  2. Use colors/charts/diagrams.
  3. Make an infographic.
  4. Use a digital drawing tool.

thephotoSometimes when I walk quickly past a mirror I have this flash of a thought…wait-a-minute. Who IS that person? Hahahahahaha….it’s ME! Gray hair, sagging chin skin, wrinkles and all. I don’t know how I got here – in really late middle age. It is so very trite but so very true …that the years fly by. Both of my children are adults now…trying to find their way. The infant years of sleep deprivation and the elementary years of juggling schedules and the middle school years of angst and the high school years of exposure to so much different from our family’s value system are all behind us. They are pretty much launched. I have been at this place where I work for 30 years. So now what? (I made this image using an iPad app called VisualPoetry using a pic of me I took last week and my favorite poem by Jenny Joseph.

That brings me to the idea of being elder. What does that mean? How do we live differently when we are elder? Most certainly there are many cultural differences in the way we regard our elders. In our Western culture, we tend to isolate and ignore most elders. Other cultures value the wisdom of age and persons who have acquired it. I refuse to accept the projected elder persona our culture forces upon us. I won’t behave in certain ways because I am older. I won’t stop doing certain things because I am older. I won’t dress and style my hair certain ways because I am older. I won’ become sedentary because I am older. I won’t. I refuse to be what I myself used to expect of persons my age. All that said, I AM more audacious now. I AM more powerful now. I AM different, and smarter, and wiser, and all that…the things we usually attribute to being older. I might even tip over into the eccentric from time to time….because I care most about what I think of myself…much, much more than my concern over what other people think.

For this post though, I am really thinking about being elder in the context of institutional situatedness (is that a word?). I am thinking of longevity and influence and institutional memory and how all of that relates to our obligations to persons at points earlier in their careers.

The Hastac/Futures Initiative Peer Mentoring & Student-Centered Learning Discussion for this month was quite timely. As I participated in the live-streamed workshop on peer-mentoring last week I was thinking more about my own role as ‘mentor‘… that ‘thing’ that happens by default and because I am elder. I think about opportunities brought about because of circumstance and unintentional institutional relationships. I’m thinking of daily opportunities, not formalized or formulaic enactments of mentoring. I don’t schedule a time to mentor someone. I don’t make appointments to mentor. It’s more about the offering of a hand up; the encouragement to accomplish; the acknowledgment of achievements; the sharing of expertise and experience. All of these things can (and should) happen as a part of how we work with each other. It’s really an extension of that caring I wrote about in my last post…this caring for each other is a normal and natural extension.

It really is about helping others find their voice. Cathy Davidson writes:

Formal education is as much about power and compliance, conformity and regulation as it is about knowledge, mastery, intelligence, ingenuity, creativity, innovation or originality. …it is about a system of social regulation where deviation has consequences – advancement, recognition, achievement, graduation and rewards or detention and failure.

Amen. So what do we do to make sure we ‘do the right thing’ where our colleagues are concerned? Well, accept the role of ‘mentor‘ whether it is assigned formally or not. Realize that an important and elemental way to gently, ever so gently push towards more naturally flattening the traditional higher education structural hierarchy is to mentor. As elder. Do it. Well.


Learning does not come first. First comes caring…

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I’ve been thinking a lot (more) about the role of caring in teaching – and ultimately learning. Caring is a word we toss around without really considering its meaning. Even your bank cares about you. Or your insurance agent. Or your grocery store. But, what about a teacher who cares?

Let me start with a little bit of a back story. As I have noted here before, I started my higher ed career as a nursing educator. I started teaching at a time in my life when I was barely clear on my own nursing expertise (we’ll save a discussion of the wisdom of that for another post). Nursing was/is an interesting profession. Then (and I would imagine now) there was a great deal of conversation (read that debate) over what exactly it is that nursing contributes to health care that is different and unique – thereby necessitating advanced education. We nurses spend a lot of time talking about what we bring that is NOT medicine, or PT, or OT, or you name any number of other health care professions. So reader, let me toss it out to YOU: What exactly IS it that nurses do? See. You get the picture. Some nurses claim caring as that special and unique thing. I won’t quibble over that here. The point is that engaging in the caring dialogue from years gone by introduced me to some thinkers/thinking about caring that I might otherwise have missed.

Like lately, since I have been seeing this thread of caring woven into so many conversations about teaching and learning (some examples a little later) I had occasion to pull out a book we had students in our nursing program read as an entre’ to their understanding and embrace of their nursing-as-caring mandate: Milton Mayeroff’s piece ‘On Caring’ was so worth pulling out and re-reading – given its relevance to an education context. When I read it last, I was thinking in the context of nurse caring for (and about) the ill, or the vulnerable. Now I’m thinking about the teacher caring for (and about) their ideas, discipline (enough to want to share it with others) and caring for (and about) the students (learners) they are sharing with.

In both instances, some of the caring ‘essence’ that Mayeroff writes is the same:

To care for another person, in the most significant sense, is to help him grow and actualize himself. (I’ll say more about this as I thoughtfully make my way through the book again…but in a future post).

And this further from Mayeroff:

From a loose stringing together of ideas, a tight fabric emerges; ideas intertwine and tend to reinforce each other, making for a mutual deepening of meaning and a gain in precision. With the growth of an idea comes a deeper understanding of what its basic assumptions are, what it can and cannot do, and a clearer sense of what is relevant and irrelevant for its future development.

So, there are important caring relationships when it comes to teaching and learning:

Caring for/about ideas

It seems like this goes without saying. I appreciate the way Mayeroff points out the importance of devotion as essential to caring. He writes:

…it is through devotion that caring for this other acquires substance and its own particular character; caring develops in the process of overcoming obstacles and difficulties…devotion is shown by …being ‘there’ for the other…it [devotion] is shown by my consistency, which expresses itself in persistence under unfavorable conditions, and in my willingness to overcome difficulties.

I’m thinking here about what a faculty member goes through to become a subject matter expert in their chosen field. They most certainly experienced unfavorable conditions but overcame those to reach a classroom and stand before it as teacher. So, caring deeply for one’s discipline and wanting to share that by teaching another seems implied. Can we always assume that? I’m not sure. Should we always assume that? I would like to.

Caring for ‘the other’

To help another person grow is at least to help him to care for something or someone apart from himself, and it involves encouraging and assisting him to find and create areas of his own in which he is able to care…learning is to be thought of primarily as the re-creation of one’s own person through the integration of new experiences and ideas, rather than as the mere addition of information and technique”.

Wow. Let that gem from Mayeroff sink in a bit. I wonder how often we as educators give any thought at all to whether we are helping our students learn to care – about themselves, about learning. Do we?

Ingredients of caring:

Mayeroff (pp. 19-35) offers these interesting ingredients of caring:

  1. Knowing – One important reason, perhaps, for our failure to realize how much knowing there is in caring is our habit sometimes of restricting knowledge arbitrarily to what can be verbalized.

  2. Alternating rhythms – I must be able to learn from my past…there are times when I do not inject myself into the situation…rhythm of moving back and forth between a narrower and a wider framework…wider connections within a larger framework…

  3. Patience – …not waiting passively for something to happen, but is a kind of participation with the other in which we give fully of ourselves. Patience includes tolerance of a certain amount of confusion and floundering.

  4. Honesty -I must see myself as I am; I must see what I am doing and whether what I am doing helps or hinders the growth of the other.

  5. Trust -The teacher must trust his ability to provide a climate friendly to learning.

  6. Humility – …caring involves continuous learning about the other…

  7. Hope – …is an expression of the plenitude of the present, a present alive with a sense of the possible.

  8. Courage – …going into the unknown…following the lead of the subject matter…informed by insight from past experience…

A thing [ingredient] that I might add to this list of ingredients is ‘presence‘ (I’ve written about before).

Further, Mayeroff (pp. 39-50) describes what he terms ‘illuminating aspects’ of caring:

  1. Self-actualization through caring – there is a selflessness…

  2. Primacy of process – work with what we have from where we are
    (I hear Teddy Roosevelt there!)😉

  3. Abilities to care and be cared for – I must be ‘up to’ caring- willing and able

  4. The constancy of the other – caring is a developmental process
    (there’s that word again – p-r-o-c-e-s-s)

  5. Guilt in caring – In caring, I commit myself…I hold myself out as someone who can be depended on…

  6. Reciprocation – Caring may or may not be reciprocated. Things cannot respond to me as I respond to them; their ‘personality’ has largely been given to them by me.

  7. Caring as a matter of degree within limits – Caring is compatible with a certain amount of blundering and lapse in interest and sensitivity to the other’s needs…
    ( We will make mistakes)

Examples/Enactments of Caring

How this all plays out in actual practice is something I think about a lot…looking for patterns of conversation and teaching and ways of being in the classroom that evince those ingredients and illuminating aspects. Of course, caring expressions vary from teacher to teacher. And I should note that some of my own personal biases definitely color how I perceive what I see happening. (For example, I bristle when colleagues start to bemoan ‘students these days’ and list their own pre-conceived judgmental measures of acceptable student behavior. I cannot abide it. I usually don’t respond very well to such conversations. Lists of ‘things that drive your professor crazy’ and syllabi full of prohibitions and negative presumptions that set the bar of expectation at the lowest possible level do NOT – at least in my opinion – express caring.

Rather, the reverse is the kind of classroom environment (and relationship) I hope for. Rob Jenkins writes about that ‘unconditional positive regard‘. He quotes Madeline Hunter:

Students don’t care how much you know until they know how much you care.”

And they lead me to the inevitable conclusion: If any given teacher/educator does not care – then why stand up in a classroom?

Further, I have written here before about things like the relational, reciprocal nature of teaching and learning. Caring really is the thing that makes those relations possible and genuine. It’s the glue that holds the relationships together. Nel Noddings writes:

I do not mean to suggest that the establishment of caring relations will accomplish everything that must be done in education, but these relations provide the foundation for successful pedagogical activity.

I want to point out some evidence of caring – including the key ingredients Mayeroff proposes- I have noted as shared in the work of a few colleagues. These practitioners of caring inspire a sense of hope and optimism for me that transformation of education can indeed happen. The ‘system’ is in fact NOT beyond hope. Look for the caring ingredients and illuminating aspects Mayeroff proposes in the work of these few selected of my colleagues I have been fortunate to discover – and follow – who do, fill me with hope – for all of the best possible changes in the way we do ‘education’:

(I should probably go ahead and apologize ahead of time for the inevitable and unintended omissions that are a danger of enumerating a list of examples like this):

  1. Michelle Pacansky-Brock has been teaching us about ‘humanizing‘ for a while now. She talks about things like presence and empathy. Yes.
  2. If you have followed the work of Michael Wesch at all, you know that his recent sharing of his teaching notebook is a beautiful continuation of his work and writing about ‘soul making‘.
  3. Ken Bain describes the ‘passionate and compassionate concern‘ that excellent teachers hold for their students.
  4. Would anyone argue that Maha Bali LIVES as a personification of caring – each and every day? This post of her especially resonates with me – where her own self-examination can serve as an example for all of us with regard to our understanding of ‘the other’ that Mayeroff speaks of: Which Kind of Change is Most Human?
  5. Finally, I’ll suggest that caring is at the very heart of what Cathy Davidson describes in her wonderful series on Designing a Student-Centered Classroom series over at HASTAC. So much goodness in that writing that rests solidly on the foundation of the elements offered by Mayeroff (at least in my humble opinion).

Okay, I’ll stop there. As usual, this has become a ramble and has grown much long than I expected. There is much more to say…and I won’t promise there will or won’t be future posts. But, suffice it to say that caring – and caring pedagogy – are important topics and things I will continue to observe and look for patterns of.

A scaffolded sequential faculty development crosswalk

Sharing some faculty development ideas…because…it’s conference proposal rejection season for me. The latest I received today smarts especially – the third attempt to the same annual conference. Jilted again. *sigh*

I decided this time to share what I submitted anyway…here on my blog. I do think this sequenced faculty development experience is worth sharing. I’m putting it here – giving the ideas away as suggested by Seth Godin. Do or make of them what you will. I am licensing them as CC-BY. My one request is that if by some chance you find anything useful here and you want to use, remix, make better, that you hop over to the Google doc I created for my session and tell me. Leave a note. Say what you plan to use and how. Link back to your stuff, if you make stuff. (Our hashtag is always active: #qepfdi. Check it out).

Here goes:


Faculty selected to participate in our Southern Association of Colleges & Schools Commission on Colleges Quality Enhancement Plan – the Student Technology Enrichment Program (STEP-UP) are required to participate in a week long immersion development experience where we guide them through a course redesign process with the intended outcome that they complete the week with at least a draft syllabus for their course redesigned as ‘technology intensive’.

We have developed a multi-modal approach to this experience where we model possible assignments and tools they might use in their own courses. An over-arching goal for their work is to move them beyond completing a task list towards engagement in a reflective course re-design process. We challenge them to discover and articulate the very essences of their course. They are further challenged to communicate their discoveries in new and different (sometimes uncomfortable, definitely unfamiliar) ways.

The Cross-Walk

I am calling this a cross walk because faculty move from the main ideas they want to teach/consider in their courses, through and to a succinct digital presentation of ideas as a culminating outcome. Our approach to the course redesign process is loosely based on the Bloom’s Digital Taxonomy proposed by Andrew Churches Using this framework allows us to structure each component of the redesign work around familiar key terms at the same time that we introduce very new technology tools. The suggestions the digital taxonomy offers helps to align possible new tools and approaches to course goals and ideas as they emerge step-by-step.

Step 1: Homework

The first step in thinking differently about their courses and how they might teach them is writing a syllabus… narratively as a 900 – 1200 word story. The assignment – Write the Story of Your Course – is given 2 weeks before our immersion week. In the assignment details, faculty are asked to address key elements in their course from what is important for students to learn through to how they will know students have learned what is intended. (Details of the assignment are provided over at the Google doc linked above). Faculty come to the development week with this writing complete. We also ask them to bring a digital and paper copy of the ‘real’ syllabus.

Step 2: Text Analysis

The next step is a guided textual analysis where faculty are asked to analyze their narratives by creating word clouds. We have allowed different tools for this task, but require that faculty start with using Voyant Tools. We expect that they create a sharable version of their word cloud to present and discuss with the group. Interesting insights emerge. For example, one of our faculty was quite surprised to note the most frequently used word in her narrative syllabus was the word ‘must‘. A very interesting dialogue ensued as others considered their own syllabi presented to them in this new form. At the same time, they gained experience with using word clouds for text analysis and we began to consider options and uses for this tool in their own courses. A further progression of this activity requires that faculty analyze both their syllabus story narrative and their traditional syllabus and compare them for new insights.

Step 3: Infographic

At this point in the cross-walk, faculty are assigned to use their syllabus narrative to create an infographic of essential elements they teased out as a result of their analysis of text (their own writing). Again, we are moving them through the exercises to discover essential elements; creating at the same time that we introduce technology elements for accomplishing the tasks. Again, we ask them to share/explain/discuss their outcomes and decisions as they create a graphic representation of their course.

 Step 4: Syllabus Blackout poem

The syllabus blackout poetry exercise invites faculty to again consider the essences of their course by using a copy (digital or paper) to create a blackout poem. Faculty may elect to use a variety of art supplies to craft the paper blackout poem or explore digital tools and options as they prefer. The blackout poems are shared in dialogue with colleagues to explain design decisions and the final outcome – focusing on how the poem is an expression of their course.

This activity is immersive and requires a creation experience that is new and novel and unfamiliar, but that helps faculty to examine essential elements in their course in ways they may never have considered before.

Step 5: Story Board

From this point on in the work faculty are guided to create a 2-minute course video trailer based on what they have learned. Sample trailers are introduced and we spend a good deal of hand’s on workshop time exploring possible templates and layouts for their story boards and for creating the video artifact of their thinking and work. Faculty can use any video creation tool they prefer. We do make some suggestions of possibilities from plain vanilla to more robust options. We have folks with a variety of levels of technology skill, but we encourage them to push out of their comfort zone to These work products are shared, analyzed and discussed – again interrogating the process of designing and building at the same time that we work with different technology components. I’ve included a list of tools we have used over on the Google doc.

Step 6: Course Trailer

The immersion week ends with an exhibition and celebration of the finished course trailers and dialogue about creation decisions all along the way.

I hope any of my faculty colleagues who participated in these activities recently will comment to share their perspectives on the experience.

So there. You have my conference presentation here and now.

because #thoughtvectors

Yep. That’s me. Failing at a MOOC yet again. Did you (did anyone) notice how I started out right…then just f a d e d   a   w   a   ……???

I was in the MOOC where the term all started way back when. I didn’t finish that one either. I’ve tried again and again. I even signed up for a programming MOOCy thing with the best of intentions to learn Python. Hahahahahaha.

I pledged in my last post to stick with #thoughtvectors, and look at me now…here I am again, the abject failure at yet another MOOC. Well, not completely. But you get what I mean.

I started #thoughtvectors thinking this time would be ever so different. After all, I CARE(d) so much about this course. I respect the faculty so much. I have read the readings already…some of them more than once:

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I WANTED to engage fully and be an encourager to the first timers. I started off so well. My little blog had not seen so much action in such a long time. What could go wrong?

Well, at the end of the course, I was on the sidelines (basically) lurking…again. I won’t try to elaborate on why. It will just amount to excuse making.

But… that’s really not the point of this post.

I want to (try to) capture some things my participation HAS brought me to – and then some other things very closely intertwingled (with the deepest respect for Ted Nelson). It is (some of) my own ‘associative trail’, if you will of my lurking and observing the course.

Thing 1:

Reading is at the heart…

It started when one of the #thoughtvectors faculty (I am so sorry I do not recall which one exactly. MANY thanks to you….whoever you are!) in the first hangout mentioned How to Read a Book: The Classic Guide to Intelligent Reading, by Mortimer Adler and Charles Van Doren. I bought it. I am reading it. It is one of those things that makes me feel sad that it took me so long to look at full on: how woefully ill-prepared our students are by what should be their basic education for reading (and understanding) at the level we expect in college. (But this post is not about education failures).

Then, Alan Kay mentioned how important basic skill in reading is as a foundation to building an understanding of computing and the computer and how they work and why.

Then Ted Nelson talked about the small vocabularies he has observed and his own thinking about why that is so.

I think I am stuck on this because I intuited a long time ago that facility with words/language were tied to so much of what we deem to be ‘success’ in life. Not the least of which is educational success. You see, growing up in the deep, deep south – where language facility is not all that valued….and traveling ‘up’ to Atlanta once and being made fun of for my drawl made me resolve to eradicate as much of that ‘bad’ language from myself as I could…that signifier of ignorance. I understood at a deep level that I had to learn to be good with words and to speak better. Mostly what I know how to do now is self-taught. I won’t even start trying to chronicle the failings of my early schooling along these lines. (Remember where I grew up. Enough said). I still struggle with my own self-perception of inadequacy (cue all the imposter syndrome angst you want here) with precisely those skills because of those early humiliations. Fast forward to now when I am realizing again how important reading and writing and facility with language truly are. Thinking is highly intertwined (‘intertwingled’) with words.

More on reading:

Thing 2:

Teaching and learning as personal, reciprocal soul-making.

In my last post, I tried (briefly) to say some things about my observation and experience of ‘the personal’ in #thoughtvectors. And, about the importance of joining soul and role (HT Parker J. Palmer). This is not new territory for me. I tried to write about it some back here:

Cue Mike Wesch at Pasadena College in May:

The critical importance of the teacher and presencing as a pedagogical practice is something I have been thinking about for a long time.

I have just begun to explore “Theory U” via the Presencing Institute as a framework to inform my own understanding of the importance of ‘presence’. So what? What does that have to do with #thoughtvectors? Well, I’ll note things like Gardner talking to his students from his own back yard and from within library stacks (which alas, because I procrastinated so long I cannot find now to show you how very personal and ‘present’ that makes him. REAL to his students even in their online course). And Bonnie Boaz reflecting on her experience with remaining ‘present’ in spite of great distance from her students during the session….which brings me to…

Thing 3:

The open enactment of reflective practice

All I can say is, folks at VCU are ‘living MY dream’ that we would ALL be as thoughtful and deliberate about narrating our daily practice as they were/have been. For example, go to the blog of Enoch Hale and browse around…especially note his recent writing about assessment. The narration of practice and work and thinking started before and continues after #thoughtvectors. (And to be fair, there were several others who did the same….who did and continue to do that as a matter of course. I should also note that although I have great intentions, I just don’t capture my thinking as often as I should for it to function as a narration. Here’s a small noteworthy example How to write an inquiry/research question from another #thoughtvectors section lead by Jessica Gordon. I am omitting other equally important posts by ALL of the folks involved with #thoughtvectors. Singling out just a few should in no way minimize the efforts of all of the people [including the students] who were a part of this amazing experience this summer).

The point is that we should all be paying attention to how this extends the reach. Looking for effect size?  Here it is…laid out for us all to see and learn from and with. Statistically significant? Just consider for cone moment all of the ‘new’ nodes created by virtue of this effort.…which brings me to my final thing for this post:

Thing 4:

Having the discipline to work in the open.

Yes, it takes discipline….not good intentions. You have to work at making a point to push work out into the open. Especially teaching practice…which is a thing that in the past was closed and private and shared only in the confines of one classroom. Consider for just a moment what we have all learned by the opening and sharing of #thoughtvectors? What a potent testament to the difference ‘open’ makes!

Okay, I have been tinkering with this for weeks.

I’ll apologize for the long rambling mess of thinking here. I have to get it out though…because…

Since I started this post, the formal course part of #thoughtvectors closed. A new semester started here and for all of those good folks involved. A new MOOC is being spun up by an amazing group (including some from #thoughtvectors)- Connected Courses. I’ll make absolutely no assertions/promises/statement of intentions to play along this time – as I find my own plate quite full these days. I will for sure be an informed and curious lurker at the very least. Who knows, I might even write some too.

Whew. I’m tired of myself now for taking so long to write these closing thoughts.

AWMT nuggets and noticings

As We May Think Word Cloud

I am quite certain that I am not the first person to push the text of As We May Think through a word cloud maker (in this case Wordle). I am dashing off what will be a quick post on nuggets and noticings about the essay before a stretch where I will not be able to connect to #thoughtvectors except via Twitter. In fact, boxes are sitting here in my office waiting to be filled in anticipation of a relocation from temporary space. I am procrastinating in here instead.

So, back to the word cloud. I know using them is a bit tired, but I am still curious to see what happens when texts are examined this way to look for patterns. I’ve read this essay a number of times now. I still marvel at how prescient Bush was all those years back. It was such fun to watch this shared yesterday by Christina Engelbart (How cool is it that she is participating with us, and how did I miss this until now??)

Of course, capturing associative trails that Bush describes is an important noticing from the essay. I like to read between the lines a bit. I sense a yearning on the part of Bush to make sense of the death and destruction ‘science’ had just made possible by creating tools of war efficiency. He dreams of putting them (minds) to better use. There is a glimpse of his essential humanity in there/that. I believe he was searching to rejoin the soul with the work of science. (Parker Palmer talks about living undivided:

So what does this have to do with inquiry and learning and thinking and such?
Everything, imho. His thinking was absolutely colored by his (very) human need to find new meaning for what had just happened by suggesting ways to put minds to use in different directions.

I wish I had more time.
My intent for this part was a (digital) blackout poem of the essay. Maybe later.

For a while, I’ll see you all around Twitter!

Oh, another observation about the rhythm and ‘flavor’ of the course so far: I am struck by the personal in all of it. The personal connections of the ‘official’ faculty in the bits and pieces they are creating and sharing. The personal connections in the writings and postings and sharing in Twitter and blogs. The personal connections forming between and amongst participants. I believe (firmly) that when FACULTY/TEACHERS take this much personal interest in what they are doing – their relationships with the ‘content’ (for lack of a better work), with learners and each other – the result is magnificent learning. How can it not be? If you want students to engage and learn…be yourself and share yourself. #thoughtvectors faculty and leaders are showing us how. I am saying this as a perpetual MOOC dropout. This time I think I’ll stick around.


On thinking, part 2

By Daniel Stockman (Flickr: Paris 2010 Day 3 – 9) [CC-BY-SA-2.0 (, via Wikimedia Commons

Okay, somebody had to (use an image of Le Penseur).

Back today with just a little more on thinking and feeling – and a few observations on the early rhythm of my thoughtvectors experience so far.

Thinking about thinking over these past few days has been an interesting meta experience. (And I’ll note here that it is something we rarely ask of our students, though we should).

I have enjoyed reading the posts of others in the community. (A quick aside on that rhythm part…although I know there is the syndicated ‘All Blogs’ location on the course website I find I am connecting first with posts shared to Twitter. Perhaps that is a function of my own time constraints where I am trying to engage in fits and snatches between work tasks…too much moving around to deeply dig into all of the feeds. I hope to do that, perhaps on the weekend)). I keep seeing words like ‘messy’ and ‘flow’ and ‘uncertainty’ and such in various posts I have read so far. I especially loved Gardner’s assertion that thinking changes you…your mind…the WAY you think.  I so identify with Giulia’s recognition of an array of possibilities that emerge from thinking too paralyzing to write about. There is Laura’s poignant story of thinking-feeling-knowing. Beautiful.

I’m still thinking.

I did have another observation/thing I wonder about…about thinking. For me, my thoughts and words/language are inextricably linked. Duh. Of course they are. I think… in words-mostly. I construct thoughts…in words. But, there are other ways of ‘knowing‘…aren’t there? Like muscle memory and playing the piano. …requires thinking, few words. Or sensing the mood of my family – something I think, intuit…eventually I NAME it something….but a different way of knowing. This is a messy description…but I wonder how much my thinking and the thinking of others with greater language facility than me think differently. Or do they? How much do we construct meaning, and eventually learn and know based on words/language?


How does it feel when I think?

(Image is in the public domain. Source: Wikipedia entry on ‘Mind‘)

Really #thoughtvectors?
Good grief. Nothing like starting off with a really simple question to get our feet wet!  :-)

Hmmm…I’ve been ‘thinking’ really hard about this….not really wanting to be one of the first to tackle the question publicly. (I’m listening now to @scottlo even as I write this. He was brave and put his ‘thinking’ out there. I’m noting his mention of his initial giddiness giving way to fear….Same here).

The answer is (at least for me) it (thinking) feels like …well like everything.

I am always thinking as long as I am awake. Some of my thinking is sound and some is not. Some is emotionally charged. Some is quite rational. I am having ‘lofty’ thoughts and mundane every-day thoughts. Thoughts in context and out. Some thoughts are worthwhile. Some are better left ‘un-thought’. I’m thinking this is a really, really hard question.

I follow ‘associative trails’ in my head ALL THE TIME. Oh, if only I could narrate and capture those trails. In my ‘mind’s eye’ I can see things sometimes that I cannot put into words when I sit and try. I wish for ways to capture those links and trails (not unlike the authors of the essays we are readying).

This, from VB:

“All our steps in creating or absorbing material of the record proceed through one of the senses – the tactile when we touch keys, the oral when we speak or listen, the visual when we read. Is it not possible that some day the path may be established more directly?’

Ugh. I am reduced to rambling and thinking and making not much sense. Looking for an inspiration, I searched for ‘mind’s eye’ and landed on the above image. It is Rene’ Descartes’ mind/body illustration from the Wikipedia entry on ‘Mind’. (I’m not a .gif-maker. Best I can do). And now comes the imposter syndrome attack and I’m stopping here and pushing out this very much ‘in draft’ offering.

More later. Maybe.


A Quiet Revolution

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Way back when….I was still teaching (pediatric nursing) in my first higher ed incarnation, I regularly used a video called “A Quiet Revolution”. The video was about the (radical) and innovative reconfiguring of the built and care environment for children in healthcare environments. The point was that children would be more cooperative and convalesce and heal faster and better in places where their particular characteristics were taken into consideration. The narrative pointed to exemplar institutions where intentional design decisions were made to create environments welcoming to children. I used this idea to frame everything we talked about in the course. Because children are different.

Fast forward to now. I am struck again by what appears to be (at least from where I sit) another ‘quiet revolution’. I am talking about the understandings we should all be reaching by now about the central importance of technology to the higher education teaching & learning encounter. (I don’t really want to quibble here as I try to get these thoughts down over what the essence or name or meaning of that technology really is. More on that later).

I wonder – daily – how it is that we can still be having conversations about things like the separation of IT and academic affairs. I wonder how we cannot reach a level of egalitarian regard for one another so as to agree on a collective mission that we all share – to prepare our students for their future. I find I am still needing to interpret what I do and where I ‘live’ within a broader network and in IT– as if these ideas are new and novel. I suppose that is what has me thinking of these ideas right now as revolutionary. Here’s a Google definition:

…a dramatic and wide-reaching change in the way something works or is organized or in people’s ideas about it.

Yes. Preach.

The revolution I am thinking about here is the need to radically reconfigure learning environments to fully apprehend the affordance of technology (and EVERYTHING that means). Yes, “…a dramatic and wide-reaching change…” in the way teaching and learning works is needed. Thereby, we need to make intentional design decisions to create learning environments that are welcoming for our students.

And boy, are our learners/students ever different. Or are they? (Another ‘more-on-this-later disclaimer here).

To better and much more eloquently describe the revolution I am talking about, watch this:

Here’s the thing. Soooooooo many people I interact with (still) have little to no understanding of this revolution – while it is swirling around them each and every day. And sadder still – they are not interested in informing themselves and cling instead to the old order. That’s why I am thinking of the revolution as a quiet one (and you might not agree that it is quiet where you are. I am talking about my own circumstance).

Still a revolution though.

Today, as I write this I am weary of my own entreats to WAKE UP PEOPLE!!

I saved and wrote this on my office white board on January 19 a quote from this blog post by Seth Godin: GodinQuote





The trouble is that I CAN’T walk away. The revolution has not reached us here. I am trying to bring it. I am on my way to the bell tower.

That brings me to #thoughtvectors and the tantalizing opportunity offered to join the revolution on the front lines. I’m shaking the dust off the furniture covers in here. I have remained quiet and quiescent for far too long.

I have WAY more to say and share.

I am pledging here, today, June 5 – to participate fully.
I am ready.
I NEED to be a part.
I MUST use my voice more than I have been using it – like writing here in this blog.
And let me be clear. I am doing this first and mainly for me.
(Feeling quite convicted after reading Gardner’s post “Who is this for?”)

But maybe in the wonder, and thinking and messy writing I can make some sense and bring the revolution.

I am ready.
Yes, I am ready.

How to abide

a small hut in a green forest

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One of the (many) reasons I write here so infrequently is the time it takes me to sort out what I am actually thinking enough for it to make sense when I try to compose it.

Here goes an attempt to capture a few things I have been mulling since my exploration of a domain of my won last spring. First, let me say that I went into the project (buying domain, installing the obligatory WordPress instance, editing, ‘beautifying’ the site to the best of my ability) with an open mind – and fully expecting to be smitten and fall in love at some point and at long last ‘get’ the point of why some people I deeply regard and respect think a domain of one’s own is such a big deal and an essential ingredient to the enactment of one’s digital self.

May I now point out how much editing I have done since that first flurry born of a course requirement I was completing at the time? Wanna guess? How much?

Have you seen me share it anywhere? Have I invited you to take a look?

Well, here’s how much: None, zip, nada, zero, nary a minute have I spent there.

I did not, in fact, fall in love. I cannot even begin to tell you how very NOT in love I am with the whole thing. I can’t even muster up a minimal ‘like’ for the process. (When I finish my program of study in the spring, I will probably initiate divorce proceedings for a permanent severance). Fast forward to more recent weeks….when the site has been hit by spam.

Guess what??

I don’t want to have to keep killing spam comments….does not interest me in the least. In fact, I would rather kill the site than the comments one-by-one….then I won’t be bothered with anymore craptastic emails: ‘Hey, Sandi (my name is Cindy), I totally agree what a great point you made I love your site wow how did you make it this post was just in time for me I can’t tell you how important your work is’. I know this is quite mild and mundane compared to the sort of spam some people get.  I suppose I should count my blessings. And before you tell me all the wonderful ways I can protect my site from spam, let me stop you and say: I don’t want to learn that. I have no interest whatsoever in developing that skill. I don’t want to learn it on my own. I don’t want to learn it in the open. I don’t want to learn it in a classroom….not interested. Okay?

This all brings me right back to some things I have tried to say here before about how I question the ‘one-size-domain-of-one’s-own-fits-all’ idea as a starting point for web creative expression, engagement and participation. With all due respect, I do entirely support the idea of ‘open’ and I have most certainly been the beneficiary of what is shared as a result of that ideal. I’ll be the first to admit that some of the online relationships I have been fortunate to build are some of the most meaningful of my entire professional experience (which is rather long as the years tick by). However…I think the whole ethos of open web-participation/habitation and engagement is predicated upon the assumption that individuation must happen precisely because networks (and singular nodes within them) can and do vary – immensely. So, saying that everyone ought to purchase and inhabit web real-estate as a pre-or co-requisite to ‘being’ on the web just does not ring true for me. Saying there is only one pathway to digital habitation ‘truth’ and creative expression is like saying that all artists ought to paint. We know that is not true. There are as many ways to inhabit digital space as there are people. Owning and sustaining that habitation in the form of staked out turf…is just not all there is. And guilt should not be meted out if one chooses to abide and engage in different (but certainly no less worthy) ways.

Honestly, sometimes it does feel a little dichotomous, as Lisa Lane expresses here:

Those who can, own a domain and populate it as their primary means of expression and participation on the web (and are the cool kids). Those who can’t (or won’t or don’t choose to) are just not (as)cool. She expresses a great deal of what I have been thinking for a long while about why some of my colleagues hesitate where digital participation is concerned. I am reminded after re-reading her thoughtful post that I live my work life quite literally immersed in all kinds of technology. Many (most) of my colleagues do not…and do not want to.  And for good reason. They are part of that ‘cautious majority’ Lisa talks about.

Which brings me to a final point I want to try to make: I would like to see more patience, acknowledgement of and tolerance for variation. I would like to see more encouragement of exploration – even tentative. Don’t want to buy/own/sustain your own domain? Fine. Find your own method of creation, expression, participation, habitation…and be welcome while you do. Not a fan of blogging? Fine again. Join in conversations in spaces and ways that feel right to and for you. Just can’t get Twitter? Okay. Where CAN you digitally connect? May I show you a few things that work for me…and you feel free to try what might be interesting to you.

I am going to stop here. I am feeling this growing into another post about the digital abide. I need to let that simmer a little more. If you made it to the end here, I’d love for you to share your thoughts with me.